[00:07.34]We got that bad love
[00:09.02]But it taste like medicine
[00:11.07]I never had love, so I learned to settle quick
[00:14.87]I guess I never thought I'd have to choose
[00:19.58]Between paradise and you
[00:24.83]I still creep on your 'Gram, oh
[00:28.33]See you with you and your man, oh
[00:31.73]And I scroll and see the pictures you deleted
[00:35.74]Like the history ain't happen
[00:38.00]Long as we cannot see it
[00:39.91]Getting back is insanity and we repeat it
[00:43.89]Mama said we need counseling
[00:46.27]But I can't reason with the terrorists
[00:49.24]Oh, this is embarrassing
[00:51.17]You ain't Cinderella
[00:52.56]Ain't no pumpkin turning into ******' carriages
[00:56.05]You create a narrative, people ask me
[00:59.16]"Where's she been?"
[01:00.09]Santa packin' now
[01:01.40]She's living back out at her parent's crib
[01:04.12]Fight, break up, we ****, we fight
[01:05.96]Break up, you know the deal
[01:07.48]Vent friends and tell them
[01:09.56]"It's the last time, I'm for real"
[01:11.58]You text me, then the next thing you know
[01:14.24]I'm behind the wheel
[01:15.66]Pull up, you in the backseat thinking
[01:18.06]This will help us heal
[01:20.13]There's no use for you texting my phone
[01:23.74]Got FOMO the minute I walked to the door
[01:27.81]Can't get in the gate because I changed the code
[01:31.52]Now you can toast to the love
[01:32.84]We don't make anymore
[01:35.18]We got that bad love
[01:37.06]But it taste like medicine
[01:39.08]I never had love
[01:41.11]So I learned to settle quick
[01:42.94]I guess I never thought I'd have to choose
[01:47.65]Between paradise and you
[01:50.95]And now I'm free, I'm free, yeah
[01:58.53]I'm free, yeah, and now I'm free, yeah
[02:06.81](And now I'm free)
[02:08.64]I'm back on the "Why didn't you text me?
[02:10.23]Back on the "****, I was busy"
[02:12.12]Back to us raising our voices
[02:14.27]Back on that nobody's listening
[02:16.29]Back to those horrible choices
[02:18.35]Back on you moving back home
[02:20.24]'Cause I would rather live in Hell
[02:22.16]Than get comfortable sleeping alone
[02:24.09]Back to that lying deception
[02:26.55]Back to the self-will
[02:28.61]Back on that "Well, she don't do it
[02:30.22]And I know that somebody else will"
[02:32.39]You cheated, I cheated, you cheated
[02:33.91]I cheated, I mean it
[02:34.91]Please, Father, forgive us
[02:36.00]The dirt that you've done and the secrets that
[02:37.55]We swept up under the rug that are gonna die with us
[02:40.02]And I should've kept the ties so many times
[02:41.87]That I finally gave up on the scissors
[02:43.76]We are both sinners if we both lie to ourselves
[02:46.25]That is just selfish, that isn't commitment
[02:47.99]I try to hold it in, I try to hold it in
[02:50.17]Numb to it all and ignoring it
[02:51.56]I'm just searching where the closure is
[02:53.17]Going in circles, not noticing
[02:54.67]But in my heart, I know I'm not over it
[02:55.55]We got that bad love
[02:57.03]But it taste like medicine
[02:59.11]I never had love
[03:01.08]So I learned to settle quick
[03:02.90]I guess I never thought I'd have to choose
[03:07.21]Between paradise and you
[03:10.97]And now I'm free, I'm free, yeah
[03:18.93]I'm free, yeah, and now I'm free, yeah
[03:26.70](And now I'm free)