[00:00.000] 作词 : 尚雯婕
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 尚雯婕
[01:41.830]Aha, I know what you’re thinking
[01:44.160]And you’re wrong
[01:45.500]I’m not gonna sing you a song
[01:48.070]This time, I’m gonna open myself
[01:50.880]And let you see what’s inside of me
[01:54.480]I’m in my war
[01:56.090]It’s a battlefield of choice
[01:58.040]A war that nobody sees, only me
[02:01.040]Nobody wins in this war
[02:03.370]We can only choose
[02:05.080]Only lose
[02:07.330]It’s a choice between the body and the heart
[02:10.050]You win your body and lose your heart
[02:13.020]Or you win your heart and lose your body
[02:16.900]People ask me all these questions
[02:19.230]My anger, my hatred
[02:20.720]Where do they come from
[02:22.560]They come from me
[02:23.970]They come from my heart
[02:26.020]I guess I’m weird
[02:27.580]Cause I can see on people their fears and their desires
[02:31.190]I try not to believe in these
[02:33.110]But they keep following me, where ever I go
[02:36.210]So here I am
[02:37.550]Now you’ve seen my hurts
[02:39.190]There is a silver knife plunged in my back
[02:41.690]See, there is a silver knife in my back
[03:09.110]Underneath underneath
[03:14.990]What you see underneath
[03:21.260]Underneath underneath
[03:27.540]Can’t you see
[03:30.730]It’s hard to breath
[03:35.770]Sometimes I draw
[03:37.600]But the portrait has no culture
[03:39.690]Nothing moves
[03:41.000]Only ghosts in the flame
[03:43.530]Wish the rain would wake me up
[03:45.780]Then I’d go with her
[03:47.080]Stroll with her
[03:48.550]I see nothing outside
[03:50.390]It’s a place that nobody comes
[03:53.080]So, all this liberty I enjoy
[03:54.750]And that I suffer from
[03:56.230]It’s like you’ve dared to say you know me
[03:58.780]It’s like you are all dead to me
[04:01.500]All these twenty-eight years
[04:03.540]I’ve spent them looking for myself
[04:06.050]People think I’m crazy
[04:08.270]I’ve always been doing things that normal people don’t do
[04:12.000]Why
[04:12.960]I don’t know
[04:14.470]I don’t understand myself
[04:16.680]I think deep in my mind
[04:18.290]I hate myself
[04:20.870]But never mind
[04:22.450]I guess I’ll just learn to forget
[04:25.040]Underneath underneath
[04:30.750]What you see underneath
[04:36.990]Underneath underneath
[04:43.390]Can’t you see
[04:46.670]It’s hard to breath
[04:50.830]Ah…
[05:16.070]Je ne dors plus, je suis divisée en deux.
[05:19.300]Une en paix, et l’autre, au combat.
[05:22.240]Je ne mange plus, car la nourriture n’a plus de goût
[05:25.890]Rien n’a plus rien de sens.
[05:28.500]Je vis dans le noir
[05:29.850]La lumière est lointaine
[05:31.850]Elle est inaccessible, intouchable
[05:34.250]Je suis ce que je resens
[05:36.130]Je suis ce que je vois
[05:37.070]Je suis ce que je crois
[05:38.500]Je suis ce que je resens
[05:39.920]Je suis ce que je crois
[05:41.470]Je suis ce que je vois