[00:01.051]I try to make myself
[00:06.122]look happy on the surface
[00:10.468]but on the inside
[00:15.533]so nervous and so wordless
[00:19.598]Trying to love reality
[00:24.169]trying to love this tranquility
[00:28.730]As I feel I'm going forward
[00:33.569]As I get to another corner
[00:38.119]"Never give up" is an empty phrase
[00:42.675]And my thoughts stay in this haze
[00:47.241]and I hope these feelings are a phase...
[00:56.157]Where do I go? Where do I stand?
[01:01.249]I just can't seem to understand
[01:05.837]I'm so bored of trying to expand
[01:10.147]I'm sitting here with an empty hand
[01:19.283]But I guess these nerves are a part of me
[01:23.587]Maybe that's why I don't feel free
[01:28.909]tied to this feeling of anxiety
[01:33.473]Pulled down by gravity
[01:37.282]And these nerves have got the best of me
[01:42.109]this future is something I guarantee
[01:46.921]It's something I need to resolve
[01:51.747]If I want to evolve
[01:56.308]Acting like everything's okay
[02:00.382]putting on this positive display
[02:04.931]in front of everyone I know
[02:09.250]but when i'm alone the feelings overflow
[02:14.568]Why do I feel this way?
[02:18.636]By myself I start to decay
[02:23.217]Maybe I just wanted you to stay
[02:27.523]and I wanted you to say
[02:32.597]It's alright not to be feeling fine
[02:37.190]You can't feel that way all the time
[02:41.264]What's important is that when you feel good
[02:46.086]You can pause and feel more secure
[02:50.910]And maybe when you feel assured
[02:54.965]You can be in the moment and you wont feel so unsure
[03:00.289]Notice these feelings you're trying to endure
[03:04.597]Maybe it's the future you're fighting for.
[03:14.231]So I guess these nerves are a part of me
[03:18.532]Maybe that's why I don't feel free
[03:23.093]tied to this anxiety
[03:27.652]and pulled down by gravity
[03:31.722]And these nerves don't have all of me
[03:36.284]Because there's someone that I'm trying to be
[03:41.101]These nerves don't have all of me
[03:45.423]Because there's someone that I'm trying to be
[03:49.221]Trying to be...