[00:18.240]And I felt myself getting optimistic
[00:23.400]I thought this felt too unrealistic
[00:28.100]It all seemed like it was going so well
[00:33.040]Maybe I just missed something I couldn't tell
[00:38.000]I thought you were my reason, I thought we could be side by side
[00:43.280]you can never guess what someone feels inside.
[00:47.700]Nervous when we're walking, both fear this fear of falling
[00:52.380]Now you're gone I can see us both dissolving.
[00:57.540]Now to start from the beginning, to stop this wishful thinking
[01:02.800]Need to get this smile out of my mind
[01:06.860]I thought I was enough, I've been trying real hard
[01:11.700]And stop the guard around your heart
[01:17.540]I'm starting to learn not to look for a future
[01:25.960]These chances seem to be getting fewer and fewer
[01:35.000]Tied here by a tether to my roots,
[01:41.240]Looking for a way to be set loose
[01:45.540]Learning not to love so fast
[01:49.620]Trying to learn from mistakes gone past
[01:54.380]Trying to be free and cut this tether
[02:01.860]To head toward something better
[02:08.160]something better...
[02:15.000]I'm starting to learn
[02:17.720]I'm starting to grow
[02:19.960]I'm learning to love
[02:22.440]I'm learning to float
[02:25.920]I'm learning to be
[02:27.460]I'm learning what I want to be