Trying My Best I know you think I got it all figured out cuz I walk around with my heads in the clouds But I'm just a boy with his heart pouring out of his head I wish that you can see the paint that I've seen All of the time that I've spent being not me yeah Hope you know that it's not always happy in my head Cuz I don't know, the perfect road to go down But I don't … I'm trying my best I'm trying my best to be okay I'm trying my best, but every day is so hard I'm holding my breath I'm holding my breath till I can say All of the words I want to say, from my heart If you really want to I could let you inside It's been so long that I got nothing left to hide with You believe me if I told you that I've got lost It was time to let the curtains unfolding Tell all the stories that I didn't want told Let it out so I am burning my soul I won't stop… Cuz I don't know, the perfect road to go down But I don't… I'm trying my best I'm trying my best to be okay I'm trying my best, but every day is so hard I'm holding my breath I'm holding my breath till I can say All of the words I want to say, from my heart I'm trying my best I'm trying my best to be okay I'm trying my best, but every day is so hard I'm holding my breath I'm holding my breath till I can say All of the words I want to say, from my heart