Indelible Memory These things for me are the worst In my dying heart and numb love He has brought me the truth of life (And the) energy from pleasant sensation I saw a hint that I should solve But I didn't know what it was You believe that I should obey the rules And keep seeking your foolish sanctity I expected him to take me away And freed my insanity It's been a fated tragedy since my first cry in the night Life for me is a farce and let me drown in youth The only thing I can control is the moment of my death Save my time to fade away into darkness eternally He left me at the sunset in fall My heart had gone with the wind and his body Earthly life is ruining all my glory Let my youth chasing your majesty Faced up with the final curtain Which is under your testimony? There is another way of refusing --To leave this world I did kneel for the one who betrayal My life is in disguise day by day I begged you just tear it on my way Nothing left but the dream behind Wandering in our self-deceiving paradise I'd hurry to build the dreamland Survive him till the day I die