as if
 作词 : Jeff Hazin/Ralph Castelli/Ash Gutierrez
 作曲 : Jeff Hazin/Ralph Castelli/Ash Gutierrez
 Why do I have to listen to you when you have zero to say?
 Because I'm young? All my life I've been young
 So I never get a turn

 Hyperaggressive if I'm honest, I can't stand to be alone
 My friends are so progressive, they called me "Faggot" a year ago
 And I couldn't cut them off, because then I'd be on my own
 Being obsessive sounds depressing, but it's just the way it goes
 Just the way it goes

 And will that ever ****ing change?
 As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
 As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
 As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
 (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
 (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
 (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Ever gonna change

 My friends on Fentanyl, I hope they find inner peace
 On life support for a week, I heard they died in their sleep
 There's so much truth in the fiction, don't know what to believe
 There's so much money in addiction that I'm dying to need
 Something more (Somethin' more, somethin'—)
 I'm just dying to be something more, something more

 And will that ever ****ing change?
 As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
 As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
 As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
 (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
 (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
 (As if I'm—, as if I'm—, as if I'm—, as if I'm—)

 I wonder if I'll ever get it right (As if I'm—, as if I'm—)
 I wonder if I'll ever find the words (As if I'm—, as if I'm—)
 I wonder if I'll ever be enough (As if I'm—, as if I'm—)
 I wonder if I'll ever ****ing change

 As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change (Stay the same)
 As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change
 As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change
 (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
 (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
 (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Ever gonna change

 Everybody talks to me like I'm crazy, oh I should change
 Why should I change? I don't even gotta find out who I am
 You want me to change, it's crazy
 You tell me I'm bad before I even get to be anything
 What the hell is that? Original sin or something?
 It's you that wants to end before you can start
 But when I say I wanna say anything, I'm not right?
 Not gonna cry, I'm gonna find my place in this world, count on it