Furthest Thing Somewhere between psychotic and iconic Somewhere between I want it and I got it Somewhere between I'm sober and I'm lifted Somewhere between a mistress and commitment But I stay down, girl I always stay down Get down, have her lay down Promise to break everybody off before I break down Everyone just wait now So much on my plate now People I believed in they don't even show they face now What they got to say now? Nothin' they can say now Nothin' really changed but still they look at me a way now What more can I say now? What more can I say now? You might feel like nothin' was the same I still been drinkin' on the low Mobbin' on the low ******' on the low Smokin' on the low I still been plottin' on the low Schemin' on the low The furthest thing from perfect Like everyone I know I just been drinkin' on the low Mobbin' on the low ******' on the low Smokin' on the low I just been plottin' on the low Schemin' on the low The furthest thing from perfect Like everyone I know And I hate that you don't think I belong to ya Just too busy runnin' **** to run home to ya You know that paper my passion Bittersweet celebrations, I know I can't change what happened I can't help it I can't help it I was young and I was selfish I made every woman feel like she was mine and no one else's And now you hate me Stop pretendin', stop that frontin' I can't take it Girl don't treat me like a stranger Girl you know I seen ya naked Girl you know that I remember, don't be a pretender Gettin' high at the condo, that's when it all comes together You know I stay reminiscing And makeup *** is tradition But you been missin' girl And you might feel like nothin' was the same I still been drinkin' on the low Mobbin' on the low ******' on the low Smokin' on the low I still been plottin' on the low Schemin' on the low The furthest thing from perfect Like everyone I know I just been drinkin' on the low Mobbin' on the low ******' on the low Smokin' on the low I just been plottin' on the low Schemin' on the low The furthest thing from perfect Like everyone I know Drinkin', smokin', ******', plottin', schemin', Plottin', schemin', gettin' money Drinkin', ******', smokin', plottin', schemin', Plottin', schemin', gettin' money This the life for me My momma told me this was right for me I got 'em worried, like make sure you save a slice for me I should have Spoons, serve you up with a fork and knife for me Your actions make us doubt you Your lack of effort got me rappin' different This the **** I wanna go out to Play this **** at my funeral if they catch me slippin' Naked women swimmin' that's just how I'm livin' Donate a million to some children, that's just how I'm feelin' A ***** fillin' up arenas, who the **** could see us? I had to Derrick Rose the knee up before I got the re-up Yours truly the boy I just build and build more Y'all ****** build to destroy Y'all ****** party too much, man I just chill and record No filler, you feel it now if you ain't feel it before Yes Lord, this the **** I wanna go out to This the **** I wanna go out to