[00:08.730]Alright, so this is really ******** up, but [00:12.590]Alright, I was sleeping next to him but I was dreaming about the other dude [00:18.500]And then all of a sudden, everything that he ******** did just made me cringe and it was so hard to fall in but so easy just to fall right back out again [00:27.530]This whole time, I could give to you and I could paint you pictures but I guess I could just never write a song and then maybe I'd never fell out of love with him in the first place [00:37.990]I mean, I, I don't wanna feel this feeling cause my energy's just so strong that, I don't know if I'm creating this or this is actually what's mean to be [00:48.900]And you know, they say that you gotta think what you want into existence, but you know what? [00:52.350]Haven't been too good at making decisions so, I have no idea what the ******** I want, I guess [00:59.420]You're giving me a feeling in my head [01:05.560]Laying in my bed just thinking [01:09.170]Not really feeling like the one I want [01:15.030]It's everything in me not to call him [01:18.860]I really, really, really want it too [01:24.600]I told all my friends I'm moving on [01:28.290]Your baby talk is creeping me out [01:34.320]******** me so you stop baby talking [01:38.860]You know what, in the beginning it was like we were ******** homies and ********t and then all of a sudden you started with some ******** baby goo-goo tongue down my ******** throat [01:48.140]I mean, even in front of your mom [01:51.140]Dude, as if I'm not ******** awkward enough [01:53.250]I mean, you put me in these ******** situations where I look like a dumbass ******** and I'm not a ******** dumbass ******** [02:01.340]You know, like, I hate all that ******** PDA, I probably hate it more than your ******** friends do [02:05.890]You know, it's sweet and you couldn't be more opposite of my last ******** but I don't know if I can get over the ******** goo [02:16.430]You keep saying again and again [02:22.270]We're laying in my bed just talking [02:25.860]And now I, now I can't hold it back [02:31.840]I'm feeling like I'm gonna vomit [02:35.770]I don't really want an older you [02:41.430]I heard I change my mind with you often [02:45.130]Baby talk is creeping me out [02:51.110]******** me so you stop baby talking [02:55.880]Alright so, I'm gonna be honest [02:59.590]It's the super cutey ********t, that's the main issue here [03:02.170]I mean, I'm ******** what? [03:04.890]Look, I like when you send me, you know, the, the queen emoji, but when I send back the monkey, you know, the ones with the, the hands over the eyes, that means that ********t's just getting a little too weird for me [03:14.590]I mean, I don't wanna say it person, I just bury my head in your armpit which... weirdly smells good and your hair and your ******** teeth [03:25.280]Like, why the ******** would I wanna lick your teeth but I do [03:27.900]And remember there was that one time that I had like a 15 minute, well, that was kind of the best thing in the entire world [03:35.810]You know, maybe I could just get past this ********t and I could get used to someone giving a ******** [03:41.990]I'm sorry I called you a creep and that thing about the vomit [03:45.760]I mean, look, I'm really starting to be in this whole thing, but no matter what you do, homegirl can't handle the ******** goo [03:52.560]******** me so you stop baby talking [03:58.300]******** me so you stop baby talking [04:01.840]******** me so you stop baby talking [04:07.920]******** me so you stop baby talking [04:11.700]I don't really want an older you [04:17.380]I heard I change my mind with you often [04:21.110]Baby talk is creeping me out [04:27.070]******** me so you stop baby talking