[00:00.000] 作词 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen
[00:12.286]Same ceiling, different day, oh
[00:15.601]I'm awake so
[00:17.562]Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again
[00:21.301]Same lucky charms, in the same wall
[00:24.625]Look for rainbows
[00:26.420]But all the colors just go grey in the end
[00:29.837]
[00:30.159]Wish I could say, wish I could say
[00:34.293]That this won't last forever
[00:39.164]But every day, but every day
[00:43.538]It never seems to get better
[00:45.784]
[00:48.026]I hate myself but I don't want to
[00:52.230]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
[00:56.742]I got some feelings I've been fighting
[01:00.193]Always hiding the truth
[01:03.429]I hate myself but I don't want to
[01:05.754]
[01:08.105]Friends say that I'm dramatic
[01:11.159]That I'm acting
[01:13.030]Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again
[01:16.767]I never thought that this would happen
[01:19.762]Kinda sad when
[01:21.921]When all you got is just a voice in your head
[01:25.144]
[01:25.734]Wish I could say, wish I could say
[01:30.042]That this won't last forever
[01:34.485]But every day, but every day
[01:38.919]It never seems to get better
[01:40.835]
[01:43.500]I hate myself but I don't want to
[01:47.870]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
[01:52.340]I got some feelings I've been fighting
[01:55.535]Always hiding the truth
[01:58.844]I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:03.413]I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:05.736]
[02:09.916]I don't wanna live my life like this
[02:14.160]Going through the motions
[02:18.386]I don't wanna live my life like this
[02:23.033]Always feeling broken
[02:24.966]
[02:29.724]I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:34.399]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
[02:38.862]I got some feelings I've been fighting
[02:42.599]Always hiding the truth
[02:45.393]I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:50.020]I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:54.370]I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:58.776]I hate myself but I don't want to