[00:00.000] 作词 : A. Graham/N. Shebib/A. Hamilton
[00:01.000] 作曲 : A. Graham/N. Shebib/A. Hamilton
[00:23.48]Yeah yeah
[00:34.85]Look me and Lil Sandra bagging CDs in the bubble wrap
[00:38.56]People recognize me from the TV but I'm done with that
[00:41.30]People don't wanna see me succeed this s**t come with that
[00:43.94]Even when I come back
[00:44.97]I don't know if it's me that's gonna be coming back
[00:47.14]Soon as I left I had to make peace with that
[00:49.32]Dropped out of school 'cause nobody was teaching that
[00:51.82]The Best Western is where a n***a was sleeping at
[00:54.58]Daemen College booking me to pull up and speak the facts
[00:57.39]Even if they make a movie 'bout us this s**t'll be hard to re-enact
[01:00.73]Dislocated shoulder it's hard to be always reaching back
[01:03.49]All these IOU's it's hard for me to be keeping track
[01:06.06]Friends that dedicated they life to just keepin' me intact
[01:08.86]Hard to pay 40 pay Noel pay Niko back
[01:11.64]All the nights I needed to vent to someone and CJ sat
[01:14.26]All the nights Chubbs was pulling up where I need him at
[01:17.01]All the times Mark was making sure that my luggage packed
[01:19.37]At times he had to double back
[01:20.97]Oh-oh oh-oh
[01:21.84]I mean even with his salary you can't put no prices on that
[01:24.35]There is no salary cap there is no payin' him back for real
[01:29.83]I wonder what it could've been if I had snakes in the mix
[01:32.56]Actually I never wanna know 'cause we made it like this
[01:35.19]Shots gotta fly either way now I make it or miss
[01:37.89]Overtime I was all good we take it in shifts
[01:40.65]What would you do if it wasn't this
[01:42.22]That's a hard one
[01:43.16]The finish line is where I like to pull up and start from
[01:45.88]Pain is just a place that I go to get the bars from
[01:48.40]Anxiety's a d**g that I use to get the job done
[01:51.23]Delusional's a space I like to think that I'm far from
[01:53.76]My son is the one thing I hate to be apart from
[01:56.65]Bet against me don't know where they getting their odds from
[01:59.27]I know that when it's done I'm going wherever God's from
[02:02.49]But I still don't know where I get the calm from
[02:06.53]Yeah
[02:29.57]Yeah
[02:34.15]Look gotta hold my head high with two dry eyes
[02:37.45]I told you everything is fine dawg but I lied
[02:40.18]I be tryna draw the line but it's a fine line
[02:43.03]And I'm drownin' out the noise from the sideline
[02:45.46]Sometime it's louder than the voice I got in my mind
[02:48.20]I can't even hear myself when I get quiet time
[02:50.89]Like how they tellin' me I'm done when I'm in my prime
[02:53.57]They've been tryna push a narrative since '09
[02:56.37]And they even had my a*s convinced a couple times
[02:59.09]But that ain't even the half I had tougher times
[03:01.59]Only look for sympathy inside my mother's eyes
[03:04.49]And it's whatever with them n***as on the other side
[03:07.24]We got problems we could never really put aside
[03:09.77]I cracked the door 'fore I saw her put my food inside
[03:12.47]I tried to kill them boys with kindness but they wouldn't die
[03:15.13]So now I kill 'em all for acting like they couldn't die
[03:17.91]Yeah
[03:19.81]My hard work doesn't just pay off it pays all the family debts off
[03:23.25]I'm taking heads off Future out here like Irving Azoff
[03:26.24]Houses paid off label paid off
[03:28.23]My soul for the money wasn't the trade-off
[03:30.43]Unlike most of you boys that fade off
[03:32.47]I feel guilty taking some days off
[03:34.48]Please don't google my net worth the numbers are way off
[03:37.02]I mean if you comparin' it to what I really made off with
[03:40.47]I'm more like Bernie with all the earnest that they came off
[03:43.08]Trust me it was nothin' light holmes
[03:44.90]They tried to give me a slice of the pie
[03:46.86]And I took the knife home
[03:47.99]I know you love me
[03:48.83]Can't picture bein' a hubby finger too stubby to fit a ring on
[03:52.22]Unless Kawhi wanna run it back
[03:54.09]Other than that the strings'll be unattached
[03:56.10]Certified Lover Boy I'm not the one for cuddling or none of that
[03:59.39]Y'all music is watered down will you love 'em back
[04:02.28]And you know what I'm on blowing past ya owning masters
[04:06.28]Said you're like a father figure to me
[04:08.03]But now daddy's not around so I'm a bastard
[04:10.15]Oh of course the only villain that show remorse when I owe you more
[04:13.86]Soft spot for all the ones that came before I can't ignore it
[04:17.28]I'm always tryna rekindle
[04:18.76]From the bottom the to the top man what's it like in the middle
[04:21.47]From the lemon faced radio host that love to be bitter
[04:24.21]To my dogs in the game who wasn't pick of the litter
[04:26.85]For the young Gs out here starting from the beginning
[04:29.54]Nobody praying for you when you winning don't forget it
[04:45.78]Said it's hard when it starts to fade away
[04:50.19]Said it's hard when it starts to fade away
[04:55.97]Yeah
[04:57.32]Ooh yeah
[05:00.30]Said it's hard when it starts to fade away
[05:09.04]Hard when it starts to fade away
[05:13.77]It's hard when the memories start to fade away
[05:17.73]Said its hard when the memories start to fade away
[05:41.17]So beautiful