[00:00.000] 作词 : Lana Del Rey/Drew Erickson [00:00.411] 作曲 : Lana Del Rey/Drew Erickson [00:00.822] When I look back, tracing fingertips over plastic bags [00:09.924] Thinking, "I wish I could extrapolate some small intention [00:17.788] Or maybe get your attention for a minute or two" [00:25.157] [00:28.231] Will I die? Or will I get to that ten-year mark? [00:34.759] Where I beat the extinction of telomeres? [00:41.209] And if I do, will you be there with me, Father, Sister, Brother? [00:48.725] [00:49.402] Charlie, stop smoking [00:52.254] Caroline, will you be with me? [00:57.111] Will the baby be alright? [00:59.876] Will I have one of mine? [01:03.290] Can I handle it [01:05.407] Even if I do? [01:08.043] You said that I might [01:11.670] It's not fair or so they said [01:14.818] To carry a child [01:18.441] I guess I'll be fine [01:20.764] [01:24.971] It wasn't my idea the cocktail of things that twist neurons inside [01:31.963] But without them, I'd die [01:36.232] They say there's irony in the music, it's a tragedy [01:41.427] I see nothing Greek in it [01:47.159] Give me a mausoleum in Rhode Island with Dad, Grandma, Grandpa and Dave [01:54.780] Who hung himself real high [01:59.303] In the National Park sky, it's a shame and I'm crying right now [02:06.029] To get to you, save you if I take my life [02:11.267] Find your astral body, put it into my eyes [02:17.601] Give you two seconds to cry [02:21.771] Take you home, I, I'll give you a blanket [02:27.187] Your spirit can sit and watch TV by my side [02:35.251] 'Cause, baby, I ran through a time when I felt you were doing it [02:44.919] [02:45.478] I couldn't handle it, I was in Monaco [02:50.225] I couldn't hear what they said on the telephone [02:54.493] I had to sing for the prince in two hours [02:58.738] Sat in the shower [03:00.929] Gave myself two seconds to cry [03:07.274] It's a shame that we die [03:09.747] [03:13.348] When I was fifteen, naked, next-door neighbors did a drive-by [03:20.112] Pulled me up by my waist, long hair to the beach side [03:26.193] I wanted to go out like you, swim with the fishes [03:33.097] That he caught on Rhode Island beaches [03:37.527] But, sometimes, it's just not your time [03:42.599] [03:43.520] Caroline, what kind of mother was she to say I'd end up in institutions? [03:54.472] All I wanted to do was kiss Aaron Greene and sit by the lake [04:02.249] Twisting lime into the drinks that they made [04:08.925] Have a babe at sixteen, the town I was born in and died [04:16.416] [04:18.892] Aaron ended up dead and not me [04:22.853] What the ****'s wrong in your head to send me away never to come back [04:30.878] Exotic places and people to take the place of being your child? [04:41.706] I give myself two seconds to cry [04:46.965] Let it crash over me like [04:50.562] The waves in the sea [04:54.274] Call me Aphrodite [05:00.331] As they bow down to me [05:02.999] [05:06.129] Sunbather, moon chaser, queen of empathy [05:13.840] I give myself two seconds to breathe [05:20.545] And go back to being a serene queen [05:26.358] I just needed two seconds to be me