[00:00.000] 作词 : Tommee Profitt/NF
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF
[00:06.294] Dear God, please
[00:10.441] Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
[00:15.346] Since I've reached
[00:19.718] Out and said hello, I bet you're wondering
[00:24.518] Why I keep
[00:28.278] Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
[00:33.377] When I should be
[00:37.459] Living life and soaking up the memories
[00:40.605]
[00:42.337] I know I've been
[00:44.361] Selfish, I have
[00:46.550] No excuse to give you it's true
[00:51.163] Hanging by a
[00:53.490] Thread's how I live
[00:55.619] I don't know why but
[00:57.823] I feel more comfortable
[00:59.040]
[01:00.251] Livin' in my agony
[01:02.961] Watching my self-esteem
[01:05.000] Go up in flames acting
[01:07.480] Like I don't
[01:09.265] Care what anyone else thinks
[01:11.752] When I know truthfully
[01:14.004] That that's the furthest thing
[01:16.405] From how I
[01:18.363] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[01:22.849] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[01:27.305] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine
[01:31.769] Who I'd be if I was happy
[01:35.228]
[01:35.682] Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off
[01:38.574] When I'm not depressed
[01:39.681] I got some issues that I won't address
[01:41.821] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
[01:44.346] I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:46.329] I got some traumas that I can't forget
[01:48.572] I got some phone calls I been avoidin'
[01:50.828] Some family members I don't really connect with
[01:52.995] Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
[01:55.334] Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
[01:57.656] Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[01:59.827] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
[02:01.981] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
[02:04.514] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:06.771] Losing hope
[02:07.618] Headed down a dangerous road
[02:08.986] Strange, I know
[02:09.924] But I feel most at home when I'm
[02:10.909]
[02:12.675] Livin' in my agony
[02:15.106] Watching my self-esteem
[02:17.358] Go up in flames acting
[02:19.825] Like I don't
[02:21.761] Care what anyone else thinks
[02:24.236] When I know truthfully
[02:26.524] That that's the furthest thing
[02:28.752] From how I
[02:30.728] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[02:35.135] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[02:39.691] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine
[02:44.149] Who I'd be if I was happy
[02:47.523]
[02:50.233] Don't know what's around the bend
[02:54.605] Don't know what my future is
[02:58.991] But I can't keep on livin' in
[03:02.347]
[03:07.127] Livin' in my agony
[03:09.642] Watching my self-esteem
[03:11.818] Go up in flames acting
[03:14.138] Like I don't
[03:16.018] Care what anyone else thinks
[03:18.514] When I know truthfully
[03:20.831] That that's the furthest thing
[03:23.210] From how I
[03:24.933] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[03:29.575] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[03:34.097] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine
[03:38.647] Who I'd be if I was happy
[03:49.931] If I was happy
[03:58.737] If I was happy