[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeremy Fedryk/Anthony Tubbs [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jeremy Fedryk/Anthony Tubbs [00:02.241] I'm a disappointment [00:03.822] I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments [00:06.493] Then complain about the outcome of my choices [00:09.119] It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head [00:13.563] Lately I just wait on [00:15.094] One good reason I should even try to wake up [00:17.768] 'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job [00:20.666] With no days off [00:21.744] I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed [00:24.780] My bed [00:25.443] [00:26.362] You made your bed now you lie in it [00:29.961] [00:30.258] And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again [00:33.166] Looking for love, all I find is a mess [00:35.742] So I break my heart for the sake of my art [00:38.537] Hope it makes me a star 'cause I'm lost in the dark [00:41.591] I'm lost in the dark [00:42.867] And it's so hard to see [00:45.041] When all damn day you're sound asleep [00:46.289] [00:47.365] I'm a disappointment [00:48.874] I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments [00:51.628] Then complain about the outcome of my choices [00:54.420] It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head [00:58.612] Lately I just wait on [01:00.156] One good reason I should even try to wake up [01:02.925] 'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job [01:05.772] With no days off [01:06.736] I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed [01:09.943] My bed [01:10.362] [01:11.151] "What time is it? Oh my gosh I'm late for work again" [01:15.801] I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to ****in' tell [01:18.587] In my mama crib, kinda feeling like I'm twelve [01:21.185] I would throw my whole allowance in the fountain, empty out my bank account [01:24.432] But with my luck it probably wouldn't even help [01:26.532] Dawg I got no job, no mic, with a girl I don't like [01:30.064] Nothing ever goes right, I'm tight (for real) [01:32.524] I told myself I'm gonna be fine almost a million times [01:35.719] I know that I can do whatever it takes [01:37.981] But when it all crumbles and crashes [01:39.862] I'll be back on my ass, and I already know what I'm gonna say [01:43.220] [01:43.823] I'm a disappointment [01:45.382] I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments [01:48.151] Then complain about the outcome of my choices [01:50.884] It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head [01:55.088] Lately I just wait on [01:56.648] One good reason I should even try to wake up [01:59.357] 'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job [02:02.282] With no days off [02:03.233] I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed [02:06.384] My bed