[00:00.000] 作词 : Jack Antonoff/Taylor Swift [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jack Antonoff/Taylor Swift [00:05.168]Drowning in the Blue Nile [00:07.989]He sent me "Downtown Lights" [00:13.134]I hadn't heard it in a while [00:15.662]My boredom's bone-deep [00:18.187]This cage was once just fine [00:23.188]Am I allowed to cry? [00:25.751]I dream of cracking locks [00:28.519]Throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks [00:33.568]Crashing into him tonight, he's a paradox [00:38.366]I'm seeing visions, am I bad? [00:41.513]Or mad? Or wise? [00:44.621]What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind? [00:54.173]One slip and falling back into the hedge maze [00:58.605]Oh, what a way to die [01:04.331]I keep recalling things we never did [01:08.916]Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts [01:14.725]Without ever touching his skin [01:17.826]How can I be guilty as sin? [01:23.827]I keep these longings locked [01:28.935]In lowercase, inside a vault [01:31.747]Someone told me there's no such thing as bad thoughts [01:38.988]Only your actions talk [01:41.524]These fatal fantasies giving way to labored breath [01:46.916]Taking all of me, we've already done it in my head [01:51.921]If it's make-believe [01:54.508]Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow? [02:00.484]What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind? [02:09.919]One slip and falling back into the hedge maze [02:14.380]Oh, what a way to die [02:20.034]My bedsheets are ablaze, I've screamed his name [02:24.783]Building up like waves crashing over my grave [02:30.408]Without ever touching his skin [02:33.642]How can I be guilty as sin? [02:38.822]What if I roll the stone away? [02:43.380]They're gonna crucify me anyway [02:47.883]What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy? [02:54.834]If long-suffering propriety is what they want from me [03:01.092]They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly [03:05.818]I choose you and me religiously [03:13.620]What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind? [03:23.161]One slip and falling back into the hedge maze [03:27.624]Oh, what a way to die [03:33.308]I keep recalling things we never did [03:37.923]Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts [03:43.718]Without ever touching his skin [03:46.890]How can I be guilty as sin? [03:52.828]He sent me "Downtown Lights" [03:57.965]I hadn't heard it in a while [04:08.032]Am I allowed to cry?