[00:01.91]Yesterday when we were gettin high
[00:05.49]You were invited  you would've liked it
[00:10.01]Uh-uh-I I know you all too well
[00:13.57]I said that we can kiss the past goodbye
[00:17.21]But you weren't excited
[00:18.60]
[00:20.31]There's no way to fight it
[00:21.63]
[00:22.33]You could stay but shorty here I go
[00:24.28]They call me one thing
[00:25.59]But they treat me like another
[00:27.22]I'm cheatin but do I love her
[00:28.48]Well more than any other so it's personal
[00:31.16]To paint you this type of picture
[00:32.55]When your wife is like your sister
[00:33.90]Seems you barely ever miss her
[00:35.51]But another dude kiss her  you lose it
[00:37.58]You wanna diss her wanna hit her
[00:39.39]Like you hope no one do to your sister
[00:41.41]
[00:42.08]Go figure  I ain't got a missus
[00:44.54]They say it's none of yo' biz
[00:45.89]When them boys call their miss
[00:47.20]And the hall's shatterin
[00:48.81]Cause life is like a battlefield
[00:50.95]And y'all battlin cause
[00:52.21]You got you a rapper deal
[00:53.97]So I guess you start feeling how those rappers feel
[00:56.40]Raw dog
[00:57.34]Hope she go and get that mornin after pill
[00:59.95]But if she get knocked up you gon' have to peel
[01:02.82]Or your career gonna be pushin up daffodils
[01:05.90]Take care of yo' kid  go check your mistress
[01:08.90]Hit the lab and record  go handle your business
[01:11.84]What type of life is this
[01:13.32]So many different choices
[01:14.69]Too many different opinions
[01:16.16]Too many different voices
[01:17.80]What am I afriad of  just to say love
[01:20.60]I love you baby but
[01:21.88]This is what I'm made of
[01:23.45]And I'ma be me
[01:24.92]Cause I can't be no other
[01:26.43]So I don't know if Aaliyah's getting a little brother
[01:29.41]But all I know is I already got one baby mother
[01:32.43]And that's too much trouble
[01:34.02]Sorry I can't love you
[01:34.87]What am I afraid of
[01:36.69]This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
[01:39.41]But people I don't have the time to hang with
[01:42.72]Always look at me and say the same ****
[01:45.07]They say: you promised me you would never change
[01:47.75]Ohh  oh oh  ohh  oh oh  ohh
[01:51.26]You promised me you would never change
[01:53.84]Ohh  oh oh  ohh  oh oh  ohh
[01:57.06]Uhh  am I wrong for making light of my situation
[02:01.12]Clap on
[02:01.75]When 40 got some **** for me to snap on
[02:04.05]Now that I'm on
[02:05.10]I don't really wanna worry about getting back on
[02:07.63]I'm just trying to stay on
[02:09.20]Get my ******* buffet on
[02:10.58]I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursin home
[02:13.92]And I'll be acting like I don't know
[02:15.78]How to work a phone
[02:17.08]But hit redial  you'll see that I just called
[02:19.39]Some chick I met at the mall that
[02:21.17]I barely know at all
[02:22.17]And  plus this woman that
[02:23.82]I messed with unprotected
[02:25.45]Texting saying she wish she woulda kept it
[02:27.59]The one that I'm laying next to
[02:29.03]Just looked over and read it
[02:30.46]Man I couldn't tell you where the **** my head is
[02:32.63]I'm holding on by a thread it's
[02:34.12]Like I'm high right now
[02:35.90]The guy right now
[02:37.41]And you could tell by looking in my eyes right now
[02:40.33]That nothing really comes as a surprise right now
[02:43.32]Cause we just having the time of our lives right now
[02:45.80]What am I afraid of
[02:47.70]This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
[02:50.56]But people I don't have the time to hang with
[02:53.60]Always look at me and say the same ****
[02:56.14]They say: you promised me you would never change
[02:59.10]Ohh  oh oh  ohh  oh oh  ohh
[03:02.31]You promised me you would never change
[03:04.91]Ohh  oh oh  ohh  oh oh  ohh
[03:08.28]Uhh
[03:10.12]
[03:10.80]I live by some advices girl  Lisa told me
[03:13.15]The other day Lisa told me that she miss the old me
[03:16.28]Uh  which made me question when I went missing
[03:18.97]
[03:19.76]And when I start treating my friends different
[03:22.04]
[03:22.62]Maybe it was the fast-paced switch-up
[03:24.51]Or the two guns in my face during the stick-up
[03:26.98]Maybe cause a girl I thought I trusted
[03:28.66]Was who set the whole **** up
[03:30.33]Or the fact I haven't seen 'em
[03:31.96]Since they locked Big Rich up I know
[03:33.95]
[03:34.69]But same time I'm quick to forget
[03:37.03]I'm about to roll me up a blunt
[03:38.62]With my list of regrets
[03:40.05]Burn it all  burn it all  I'm starting it fresh
[03:42.93]Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed
[03:46.08]Did I just trade free time for camera time
[03:48.52]
[03:49.04]Will I blow all of this money baby  Hammer Time
[03:52.10]Yeah   I just need some closure
[03:54.60]Ain't no turning back for me
[03:55.80]I'm in it 'till it's over