as if歌词

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeff Hazin/Ralph Castelli/Ash Gutierrez
[00:00.149] 作曲 : Jeff Hazin/Ralph Castelli/Ash Gutierrez
[00:00.299] Why do I have to listen to you when you have zero to say?
[00:02.881] Because I'm young? All my life I've been young
[00:05.477] So I never get a turn
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[00:09.059] Hyperaggressive if I'm honest, I can't stand to be alone
[00:14.107] My friends are so progressive, they called me "Faggot" a year ago
[00:19.521] And I couldn't cut them off, because then I'd be on my own
[00:24.364] Being obsessive sounds depressing, but it's just the way it goes
[00:30.309] Just the way it goes
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[00:31.958] And will that ever ****ing change?
[00:35.647] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
[00:40.694] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
[00:45.831] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
[00:49.903] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
[00:52.202] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
[00:54.412] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Ever gonna change
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[01:06.820] My friends on Fentanyl, I hope they find inner peace
[01:11.316] On life support for a week, I heard they died in their sleep
[01:16.397] There's so much truth in the fiction, don't know what to believe
[01:21.474] There's so much money in addiction that I'm dying to need
[01:26.558] Something more (Somethin' more, somethin'—)
[01:29.688] I'm just dying to be something more, something more
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[01:35.670] And will that ever ****ing change?
[01:39.374] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
[01:44.468] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
[01:49.414] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
[01:53.179] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
[01:55.867] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
[01:58.271] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—, as if I'm—, as if I'm—)
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[02:03.217] I wonder if I'll ever get it right (As if I'm—, as if I'm—)
[02:08.031] I wonder if I'll ever find the words (As if I'm—, as if I'm—)
[02:13.162] I wonder if I'll ever be enough (As if I'm—, as if I'm—)
[02:18.133] I wonder if I'll ever ****ing change
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[02:22.697] As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change (Stay the same)
[02:27.778] As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change
[02:32.831] As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change
[02:36.663] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
[02:39.132] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
[02:41.355] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Ever gonna change
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[02:44.489] Everybody talks to me like I'm crazy, oh I should change
[02:47.571] Why should I change? I don't even gotta find out who I am
[02:50.704] You want me to change, it's crazy
[02:53.245] You tell me I'm bad before I even get to be anything
[02:55.886] What the hell is that? Original sin or something?
[02:59.028] It's you that wants to end before you can start
[03:01.539] But when I say I wanna say anything, I'm not right?
[03:04.783] Not gonna cry, I'm gonna find my place in this world, count on it